"Perhaps on this day... you begin to see that you're so deserving of a loving reality"
Written by Dear Black Woman Tajhae
I know that you're afraid…
You're afraid that the decision you want to make for your life, will not yield the results you want.
You're afraid that your loved ones won't support you, once you've made your decision.
Afraid that no one will help guide you… provide you with insight, wisdom, or perspective to view your circumstances or even yourself in way that will encourage you to keep going.
Especially when that going gets tough.
You're afraid you'll be isolated… again…
You're afraid they'll criticize you for living in your truth… again...
Afraid people will deceive you… again…
Afraid they won't hear you when you cry, and only see you when you smile…
“Perhaps on this day that you decided to express your truths, you begin to see that you’re so deserving of a loving reality. Where you don’t fear anyone or anything. Not even yourself…”
You're scared that you won't survive, because some parts of the world doesn't take a black wombman's need for nurturing, protection, compassion, love, food, water, financial security, respect, and admiration into concern….
I'm sorry that fear of life has obstructed your vision and caused your inner child to grow old, that you don't even recognize her anymore…
I recognize your fears, underneath all those accomplishments… because I am you.
Perhaps on this day that you decided to express your truths, you begin to see that you're so deserving of a loving reality.
Where you don't fear anyone or anything.
Not even yourself…
Even if you don't know what's next...you know that darkness is in the belly of your mother…
And by healing yourself, you are healing her…
But first,
Keep being real with yourself. Expressing the feelings, of yourself.
Even if you're scared...❤
